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Monday, 28 September 2009

it's pretty irritating when you're always doing the thinking and worrying when nothing good comes in return.
sucks

Tuesday, 08 September 2009

DONT WAIT TILL IT'S TOO LATE

the fact that my blog seem sort of dead is somewhat killing me
but i can't really help it
nothing much to blog about
that is, until today
hahah!
there's this movie IF ONLY (starring jennifer love hewitt, who happens to be the drama series ghost whisperer lady, who happens to be one of my favourite actress) that i love so much currently
IT'S SUPER DELICIOUS I TELL U, in a movie way of cos
it's a must watch!
P/S: guess it's meant to be that ive accidentally stumbled upon this movie. long grandmother story but oh well, all i can say is that this is FATE, working at its best
XOXO
(:

Saturday, 22 August 2009

SUDDEN DISAPPEARANCE

If I beg and if I cry would it change the sky tonight?
Will it give me sunlight?
Should I wait for you to call? Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)

And then I lie all by myself, I see your face, I hear your voice
My heart stays faithful
And time has come and time has passed, if it's good, it's got to last
It feels so right

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You, you disappear
(Disappear, disappear, disappear)
You disappear

I missed all the signs one at a time
You were ready
What did I know starting our lives
No, my love I'm ready to shine

When I think about it I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it the less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here and then

You disappear, you disappear
You disappear, you disappear, disappear

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

PROMISE IN THE DARK

Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Listen…

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

So don’t promise me
So don’t promise me

Sunday, 16 August 2009

SEVEN DEADLY SINS

ever thought of your cardinal sins?
LUST
GLUTTONY
GREED
SLOTH
WRATH
ENVY
PRIDE
i havent really decided on which one i should choose for myself yet
maybe majority of it lies under my skin
oh well, i believe im not the only one
before you even realise, it's gonna bite you in the ass
hahah